Undefinable...

Life is not easy

just goes with the flow

damn but still need to face it
Better to wear a shirt that suits you 

rather than the one you like,
for it won't fit your body most of the time, 

It may happens many times to me

and now they're hanging in the closet of my heart

Someday it will becoming a terrific present for me...

But still, it feels so different and wrong... why?

Falling Slowly 

by Glen Hansard & Markéta Irglová 

I don't know you, but I want you,
All the more for that.
And words fall through me,
And always fool me,
And I can't react.
And game that never amount,
To more than they're meant,
Will play themselves out.
Take this 'sinking boat' and point it home,
We've still got time.
Raise your hopeful and faithful voice,
You had the choice,
You've made it now.
Falling slowly,
eyes that know me,
And I can't go back.
Moods that take me and erase me,
and I'm painted black.
Well, you've suffered enough,
And warred with yourself,
It's time that you won.
Sing your melody,
I'll sing along,
Call... and I'll sing along..

but sorry if I sing a different song...